Insomnia Attack

I cannot sleep. I guess I got used to not being able to sleep for 3 days straight! Hmm.. blame it to the loads of school work i had to do. Well while getting the hang of it, I guess Ill have you updated with whats new with me, hehe. Well, remember the problem I mentioned below? Well the same thing still. Yeah right, I remember saying goodbye..and yes saying I love you. How foolish of me I guess.. because guess what? He is also in love with someone else. But that doesn't matter now. I am trying my best to resist falling deeper into him.

Anyways, forget about it for the meantime heheheh.

Another year came to an end and a new one will be starting soon. I am thinking very hard about my New Year resolutions. I am trying my very best to make this New Year '05 resolutions different from the past years. When I say different I mean that this year has to be a serious one. Besides, I am not getting any younger. I have spent 21 years sulking and procastinating and I dont intend to spend another year like that.

Here's the list of the top three resolutions I have in mind:

1. Avoid procastinating and attitude problems.

I know I can't remove these in a snap yet i will try to resist the temptation to procastinate. I always put off things behind until everything piles up. I can't help but anticipate myself being pressured before doing things that has to be done. I am also such a moody person. One second I would be super jolly then the next you would find me very angry, hehe. I will try not to be a very unpredictable person. Hmmm I guess I have to practise being in other people's shoes.

2. Wake up ON TIME!

I have problems in waking up on time! An alarm clock can never wake me up. An ambulance can do, that's how heavy I sleep. Waaaah I need to work on this out!

and LASTLY...

3. Deepen my relationship with Him.

With so many things in hand, I often forget Him. The last person I should have never forgotten. I used to be a very devout Catholic but now it is as if I have gone too far from Him. I need to be back in His arms again because these are the moments that I know I need His presence more.


I decided to make my top three lists only because the more longer my list would be, the harder it would be for me to do each resolution.

Happy New year to all! God Bless!