Yes I still bleed...

Have you ever had that feeling that you thought you’re okay but then when reality strikes you, you wake up still bleeding? Have you ever pretended to be happy to cover up all the pain you feel? That’s exactly how I feel. After 2 long years of being broken, I still choose to shatter myself into pieces than to move on. Alam ko na I need to move on, but my heart tells the opposite. Im so tired and so sick feeling this pain. Kung meron lang sana gamot na pwede ko inumin para mamanhid na ang nararamdaman ko ginawa ko na and maybe I would overdose myself pa. It’s a curse na paulit ulit na lang. Kaya now Im so scared of loving again. Ive been with two rebound relationships and believe me, it was the hardest thing to do. The hardest for me was to end a relationship because I no longer know where the relationship is heading to. I am still holding on to the past kaya I cant make the most out of the relationships Ive been to. I just wish I would find the “ONE”. Napapagod na din ako. =)

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Share ko lang itong song:

All Behind Us Now

Hey, I'm so sorry
that it didn't work the way
that we'd always planned
Hey, I'm so sorry
that you went away
and somehow didn't understand

We pretended for so many years, but now
its time wash away my tears

CHORUS

Cause/And it's all behind us now
cause we've learned to live somehow without
each other
And its easy to see, it ain't never
gonna be the same again

And its all behind us now
cause we found a way to live without
each other
And in time we'll have to see
If its ever gonna be that way again
ohh......

...
Hey, I'm so sorry
that I couldn't find the words
that might have made you stay
and hey, it's so funny
how we both can say the same thing in a
different way

...
We pretended for so many years,
but now its over baby
and so are my tears

repeat chorus

...
I was holdin' out for far too long
But now I finally found where I belong

repeat chorus to fade...