When It's Already 1:30 AM...

It's been a while since I've written my last blog here. Not that I was lazy to write (well sort of sometimes eheheh) but it is because I had a lot of things to finish for school. And now at 1:30 am I can't send myself to sleep yet and here I am sipping ice cold coffee alone in the porch writing these thoughts in a piece of paper. And now maybe this coffee addiction is making me mushy again.. so I guess I have to write about that same old topic again, hehehe.

I just read a wedding article a while ago and the articles about wedding proposals sent me goosebumps and made me chill. it made me doze off into a faraway land and daydream about the one who would propose to me. And it made me ask myself who I wold want to spend the rest of my life with. Will it be with Mr. Perfect.... or with Mr. Right?

Mr. Perfect officially became part of my life on the 16th of February, 2002. He has the perfect smile that made me drop my jaw whener he grins at me. He has the perfect eyes that made me melt whenever he stares at me. He has the perfect arms that gives me comfort whenever I was down and needed a hug. He was my Mr. Perfect, not until I realized that he isn't Mr. perfect after all. i started seeing each of his imperfections and I slowly slipped away from him and eventually, I fell out of love. And on the 3rd of December, Mr. Perfect was officially out of my life. And I realized that Mr. Perfect was not Mr. Right all along.

Mr. Right has always been in my dreams eversince. I dreamt of him being someone who would spend the rest of his life with me. Someone who would see me as who I am and would not ask for something I cannot give. Someone who would kiss away my tears whenever I cry to tear-jerker movies and books. Someone who read me a book whenever insomnia keeps me awake. Someone who would not only walk me down the aisle but someone whom I can walk with around the park even though our arthritis will keep us from doing so.

Mr. Right may be just around the corner. And who knows? Maybe.. just maybe.. one day I will be sitting here at the porch.... with Mr. Right just across sharing ice cold coffee with me at 1:30 am.

You're In Love

Open the door and come in

I'm so glad to see you my friend

I don't know how long it has been

Having those feelings again

But now I see that you're so happy

And ooh, it just sets me free

And I'd like to see us as good of friends

As we used to be

Ah....My love...Ah

You're in love

That's the way

it sould be '

Cause I want you to be happy

You're In Love

And I know that you're not in love with me

Ooh, it's enough for me to know that

You're In Love I can let you go '

Cause I know that You're In Love...

Sometimes it's hard to believe

That you're never coming back for me

I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side Oh,

I could've died But now I see that you're so happy

And ooh, it just sets me free

And I'd like to see us as good of friends

As we used to be

Ah....My love...Ah

Repeat Chorus

I tried to find you

but you were so far away

I was praying that fate would bring you back to me

Someday, someday, someday...

Ooh, You're In Love Ooh, i

t's enough for me to know that

You're In Love Now I'll let you go '

Cause I know that You're In Love...

No No, No, No, No, No, No, No.. Ooh